Nadia

Okay, my mother always had a theory that bad things happen in threes.  I think I may be onto three good things, though.  I mean, this week and next could forever change the course of my life.  More on the first thing another time, and the second is going after a promotion.  The third, though, should happen tomorrow.  I am buying a car.  It is a big deal.  I was very very excited about it until someone joked that sure you are excited until you sign the paper and then excitement turns to car payments.  It really got to me.  Am I making a mistake?  I did plenty of research and have needed something safe and reliable for a long time.  But with things not going perfectly in the economy is it responsible at all of me?  I do not know.  I was so excited and so ready and now I am worried that I should back out of it.  What if, what if?