Nadia

Friday, after I could not get any control over myself, I went to see a doctor.  I realized that half of the emotions were because I have had such bad headaches lately which just will not go away.  Anyway, the doctor was so much better than some of the ones I have had to deal with in my life. 

 Then the bad news.  He told me that it is not normal for headaches to get worse and worse and more frequent after a head injury.  He said usually it is the other way around.  He was concerned.  So, I am to get a cat scan on Monday which I have to reschedule because I have my big work presentation.  And just how am I going to be able to present anything to anyone with thoughts of cat scans in my head?  :-/  

He also prescribed me some pain killers for my head.  I took one today and was worried when it did not seem to kick in after about 20 minutes.  It never really seemed to after that, either.   It was about 3-4 hours until my headache subsided a bit.  :(  I am really worried that something is really wrong with me.  I also am going to continue to hold off on kickboxing class and any cardio until I get my cat scan results.  I basically have to, but would have loved to run before my presentation to blow off some steam.  :-/