Alone
Man, I feel so alone. Tonight at work my team had a big picnic. My manager made sure to tell me about it and ask me to bring her favorite food (which set me back 25$ which sucks). But when it came time for the actual picnic, no one bothered telling me. I mean, I do not eat at work anyway, but they do not know that. I felt so left out. Then I went down to talk to my manager and realized they were in the middle of the picnic and she still did not say anything. I mean, I am hardly working on the team most of the time because of my promotion, but you either want me included or not. It is just bad taste to ask someone to bring something and then not invite them. 
But, alas, my whole day has been like that. Short responses from people, jokes taken the wrong way, et cetera. Overall grouchiness. You would think it was Monday morning with a broken coffee machine, not Wednesday afternoon. At one point at work tonight, I decided to go basically hide. I went away for two hours and thought for sure I would fall asleep. I got a lot of work done, but lonely work. I am such an outsider, no matter where I am and I hate it.
If I had not just had blood work done and a head scan, I would be sure some level of something was way off with me. My emotions go high and low so much and always mood swingy. It is frustrating and I feel powerless to stop it.
WOW. You just put my life into words :(. lol but really I feel the same way practically all the time.
Keep your head up.
That is how I use to feel at my old job. It sucks that they asked you to bring something and then didn’t even invite you.
My God, that was horrible what they did to you… next time dont bother bringing any food. Keep your chin up girlie.
Keep ur chin up, dont let them get you down, Do ur work the best of your ability and put your energies into ppl that matter not the Negative ones that do notxxx
aw, I’m sorry. Don’t let their bad behavior affect your sense of self worth though! This situation reflects negatively on them, not you. I hope you have a better day today.
These guys already said what I had to say, I just wanted send ya a hug. Take care girl.
check your moderation folder…I think it stole my comment darn it!
What they did at work was rude, but letting it bring you down is giving their negativity so much power over you. Sometimes people suck. Don’t let it destroy your day.
What they did at work was rude, but letting it bring you down is giving their negativity so much power over you. Sometimes people suck. Don’t let it destroy your day.