Nadia

My last post was when I was very upset at my job and pretty ready to call it quits.  I abbsolutely had monster.com and oodle up and was ready to see what else was out there.  Then, when I went into work the next day, my promotion supervisor talked to me and let me know I would only be doing 8 hours/month of my old job (as opposed to 35 last  month!).  Yay.  She was actually worried I might be upset about this.  Pshhh.  Anyway, it saved me the conversation I was dreading and gave me such fantastic news.  Both of my supervisors have been out since (4-5 business days) and so I have been busting my butt on a project and have absolutely no idea if I am doing the right thing.  I am definitely not a person who needs to be micromanaged or constantly supervised, but my promotion supervisor barely mentioned the project before she had to leave (medical concerns) and so I have just been doing what I think she may want and trying to make a few different versions.  Anyway, it is very intense.  But good intense, not wanttoripmyeyebrowsout intense.

I (#&#$ed up my Wii Active 30-day challenge.  I could list some excuses, but let me just leave it at that.  I will finish it, but then I will start it again so I can complete it in 30-days as it was intended. 

I have a lot of motivation for losing weight right now, because I have a lot of visits for the remainder of the year.  Both of my sisters and my brother, my ex-fiance, and possibly some old friends. 

I have caught my reflection in the mirror a few times over the last few weeks and did not detest what I saw, so I guess I am getting somewhere-if not physically, at least mentally.

My moods have been all over the place this week.  I get into the car to go to work and then next 1 1/2 hours, I am elated and just happy at life and want to conquer the world and everything is shiny and beautiful.  Then after that, I “crash” and my head hurts and I just want to sleep.  I do not know what it is.  I wish I could bottle the first part, though!